Forgiveness

feel like i'm slacking with my children <190, 1260><190, 1260><270, 1260><385, 1260><160, 1260><175, 1260><759, 1260> focusing on rap tryna pack and shake the building <595, 1260><155, 1260><310, 1260><390, 1260><225, 1260><175, 1260><275, 1260><155, 1260><850, 1260> in a race with my own <135, 1260><135, 1260><426, 1260><160, 1260><180, 1260><353, 1260> race just to raise the roof <406, 1260><205, 1260><208, 1260><178, 1260><185, 1260><294, 1260> and i ain't talking about the ceiling <160, 1260><162, 1260><218, 1260><360, 1260><180, 1260><185, 1260><871, 1260> here's something to believe in <386, 1260><185, 1260><206, 1260><205, 1260><511, 1260> no sleep cause you're living what you're dreaming <211, 1260><411, 1260><275, 1260><205, 1260><355, 1260><205, 1260><240, 1260><860, 1260> and it's a lesson in itself how my son could <208, 1260><195, 1260><168, 1260><392, 1260><165, 1260><518, 1260><200, 1260><205, 1260><240, 1260><385, 1260> we died when i missed the parents evenings <173, 1260><347, 1260><174, 1260><173, 1260><290, 1260><150, 1260><560, 1260><980, 1260> amazed i'm still breathing <514, 1260><180, 1260><173, 1260><839, 1260> every hour shut i flew my insides bleeding <187, 1260><347, 1260><274, 1260><153, 1260><250, 1260><150, 1260><787, 1260><847, 1260> granddad turning in his grave girl <627, 1260><375, 1260><140, 1260><154, 1260><349, 1260><196, 1260> i promise <152, 1260><399, 1260> that i'll be there for my grind when she's breathing <189, 1260><186, 1260><174, 1260><189, 1260><175, 1260><174, 1260><349, 1260><189, 1260><309, 1260><860, 1260> i used to be a man of my word <189, 1260><275, 1260><120, 1260><154, 1260><189, 1260><229, 1260><155, 1260><154, 1260><689, 1260> now time seems to have got the best of my sentence <189, 1260><189, 1260><357, 1260><118, 1260><154, 1260><189, 1260><189, 1260><375, 1260><160, 1260><174, 1260><809, 1260> in that case i'll have to return <189, 1260><189, 1260><315, 1260><162, 1260><152, 1260><189, 1260><730, 1260> cause the thought of an excuse is just <237, 1260><152, 1260><315, 1260><140, 1260><174, 1260><488, 1260><138, 1260><184, 1260> as bad as the intention <189, 1260><275, 1260><154, 1260><189, 1260><871, 1260> excuse me my friend <687, 1260><180, 1260><227, 1260><807, 1260> i think i'm gonna hit my head <214, 1260><213, 1260><320, 1260><214, 1260><213, 1260><227, 1260><727, 1260> excuse me my friend <687, 1260><180, 1260><227, 1260><807, 1260> don't remember who i am <351, 1260><429, 1260><220, 1260><271, 1260><803, 1260> oh oh cause i'm holding on tryna be somebody <252, 1260><251, 1260><297, 1260><235, 1260><480, 1260><251, 1260><303, 1260><303, 1260><1203, 1260> oh oh but it won't be long before i need somebody <252, 1260><251, 1260><252, 1260><251, 1260><329, 1260><240, 1260><271, 1260><472, 1260><271, 1260><303, 1260><1203, 1260> forgiveness <1783, 1260> asking for forgiveness <822, 1260><421, 1260><1516, 1260> hey hey hey <442, 1260><400, 1260><637, 1260> forgiveness <1823, 1260> asking for forgiveness <862, 1260><421, 1260><1476, 1260> hey hey hey hey <442, 1260><400, 1260><400, 1260><941, 1260> the church to pray for a top ten <156, 1260><295, 1260><185, 1260><280, 1260><217, 1260><216, 1260><280, 1260><399, 1260> then i went number five <208, 1260><185, 1260><304, 1260><216, 1260><439, 1260> i ain't been back again <225, 1260><212, 1260><196, 1260><233, 1260><533, 1260> but when my jewelry friend phones like they got <217, 1260><180, 1260><196, 1260><424, 1260><216, 1260><488, 1260><149, 1260><180, 1260><382, 1260> new rings i most likely attend <233, 1260><328, 1260><169, 1260><216, 1260><553, 1260><820, 1260> hopping out a new bent stop <497, 1260><200, 1260><216, 1260><233, 1260><457, 1260><299, 1260> the car from outside when it's this gonna end <123, 1260><143, 1260><212, 1260><560, 1260><212, 1260><214, 1260><186, 1260><186, 1260><686, 1260> my mom still living in the end <212, 1260><252, 1260><212, 1260><386, 1260><186, 1260><206, 1260><393, 1260> spent gibbs on the wrist before i put her with celebs <292, 1260><403, 1260><163, 1260><203, 1260><243, 1260><351, 1260><163, 1260><200, 1260><180, 1260><186, 1260><1312, 1260> i'm still living like a ritch <326, 1260><206, 1260><386, 1260><186, 1260><212, 1260><350, 1260> all i hear is who the girls have got to rest and <169, 1260><186, 1260><180, 1260><206, 1260><206, 1260><206, 1260><271, 1260><143, 1260><186, 1260><212, 1260><320, 1260><425, 1260> no i don't wanna bet <80, 1260><136, 1260><313, 1260><433, 1260><486, 1260> even the odd birds wanna take me to the less <193, 1260><193, 1260><353, 1260><484, 1260><300, 1260><176, 1260><193, 1260><157, 1260><156, 1260><573, 1260> i swear i only came for the music rap <193, 1260><337, 1260><160, 1260><176, 1260><193, 1260><177, 1260><176, 1260><473, 1260><183, 1260> the more i touch notes like the more i get you stupid <160, 1260><176, 1260><193, 1260><273, 1260><497, 1260><160, 1260><176, 1260><193, 1260><193, 1260><177, 1260><158, 1260><958, 1260> it's a gift and a curse <238, 1260><155, 1260><337, 1260><176, 1260><193, 1260><444, 1260> but before <139, 1260><422, 1260> i blame myself i'mma say it's what the tunes did <193, 1260><244, 1260><516, 1260><393, 1260><193, 1260><237, 1260><140, 1260><176, 1260><537, 1260><476, 1260> my friend <103, 1260><704, 1260> i think i'm gonna hit my head <208, 1260><207, 1260><360, 1260><188, 1260><187, 1260><215, 1260><715, 1260> excuse me <684, 1260><195, 1260> my friend <215, 1260><795, 1260> i don't remember who i am <215, 1260><320, 1260><340, 1260><220, 1260><272, 1260><805, 1260> oh oh cause i'm holding on tryna be somebody <253, 1260><252, 1260><299, 1260><234, 1260><480, 1260><252, 1260><305, 1260><305, 1260><1205, 1260> oh oh but it won't be long before i need somebody <253, 1260><252, 1260><253, 1260><252, 1260><328, 1260><240, 1260><272, 1260><473, 1260><272, 1260><305, 1260><1205, 1260> forgiveness <1605, 1260> asking for forgiveness <800, 1260><400, 1260><1559, 1260> hey hey hey <420, 1260><380, 1260><719, 1260> forgiveness <1740, 1260> asking for forgiveness <840, 1260><400, 1260><1519, 1260> said i'm asking for forgive <420, 1260><180, 1260><600, 1260><400, 1260><1180, 1260> hey hey hey hey hey hey hey <445, 1260><380, 1260><425, 1260><490, 1260><490, 1260><490, 1260><799, 1260> hands open to your you feeling <645, 1260><300, 1260><200, 1260><345, 1260><291, 1260><505, 1260> hey hey hey <485, 1260><485, 1260><799, 1260> forgiveness <1599, 1260> hey hey <443, 1260><676, 1260> trying to be <351, 1260><312, 1260><576, 1260> hey there's something to believe in <485, 1260><583, 1260><368, 1260><323, 1260><369, 1260><399, 1260> goodness you can try my beat <1428, 1260><376, 1260><348, 1260><300, 1260><328, 1260><1420, 1260> forgiveness <2196, 1260>