My Heart Is Refusing Me

i've been crushed beaten down <349, 1260><246, 1260><680, 1260><578, 1260><757, 1260> and i've frozen to the ground <315, 1260><303, 1260><697, 1260><315, 1260><315, 1260><895, 1260> like a fool i trust in you <315, 1260><278, 1260><277, 1260><278, 1260><277, 1260><298, 1260><797, 1260> still i'm hopelessly in love <297, 1260><352, 1260><1088, 1260><297, 1260><797, 1260> i never thought that i would be as helpless <297, 1260><297, 1260><207, 1260><225, 1260><240, 1260><220, 1260><268, 1260><312, 1260><1148, 1260> i can't believe i'm caving it for you <297, 1260><352, 1260><408, 1260><272, 1260><455, 1260><185, 1260><220, 1260><490, 1260> i <800, 1260> i've been crushed i've had enough <384, 1260><233, 1260><720, 1260><369, 1260><248, 1260><917, 1260> now i wanna leave but i'm not love <269, 1260><268, 1260><269, 1260><268, 1260><297, 1260><400, 1260><297, 1260><676, 1260> somehow i can't break away <556, 1260><236, 1260><284, 1260><236, 1260><772, 1260> and although i've made up my mind <272, 1260><520, 1260><266, 1260><214, 1260><272, 1260><272, 1260><772, 1260> my heart isn't refusing but it <256, 1260><256, 1260><324, 1260><860, 1260><256, 1260><772, 1260> oh eh oh eh oh eh oh <280, 1260><360, 1260><280, 1260><320, 1260><240, 1260><220, 1260><619, 1260> my heart it's perfuming <280, 1260><280, 1260><240, 1260><1420, 1260> eh oh eh oh oh oh eh oh oh oh <640, 1260><280, 1260><300, 1260><200, 1260><260, 1260><280, 1260><320, 1260><240, 1260><120, 1260><660, 1260> be for you and you for me <349, 1260><275, 1260><274, 1260><295, 1260><294, 1260><275, 1260><774, 1260> it was us against them all <295, 1260><240, 1260><294, 1260><557, 1260><272, 1260><849, 1260> but slowly it came to me <349, 1260><760, 1260><315, 1260><260, 1260><260, 1260><814, 1260> what was underneath it oh <315, 1260><314, 1260><1237, 1260><238, 1260><814, 1260> i never thought that you could be this reckless <349, 1260><349, 1260><166, 1260><220, 1260><240, 1260><240, 1260><240, 1260><294, 1260><1220, 1260> i can't believe you're doing just to me oh <256, 1260><320, 1260><360, 1260><336, 1260><372, 1260><220, 1260><240, 1260><248, 1260><756, 1260> you string me down and i'm naked now <256, 1260><232, 1260><248, 1260><256, 1260><242, 1260><214, 1260><372, 1260><728, 1260> now i wanna leave but i'm not love <256, 1260><256, 1260><248, 1260><248, 1260><256, 1260><440, 1260><256, 1260><686, 1260> somehow i can't break away <567, 1260><246, 1260><274, 1260><246, 1260><793, 1260> another i'm made of my mind <573, 1260><290, 1260><230, 1260><267, 1260><266, 1260><793, 1260> my heart is refusing me <267, 1260><200, 1260><226, 1260><987, 1260><766, 1260> oh eh oh eh oh eh oh eh oh <347, 1260><557, 1260><270, 1260><334, 1260><293, 1260><280, 1260><347, 1260><280, 1260><679, 1260> my heart is confusing me to <294, 1260><240, 1260><293, 1260><907, 1260><293, 1260><479, 1260> oh eh oh eh oh oh oh <347, 1260><667, 1260><347, 1260><277, 1260><117, 1260><100, 1260><385, 1260> my heart is confusing me oh <314, 1260><260, 1260><293, 1260><867, 1260><293, 1260><847, 1260> and i wanna leave <240, 1260><240, 1260><480, 1260><479, 1260> my i'm lost <263, 1260><397, 1260><783, 1260> so don't have to break away another memory <287, 1260><215, 1260><202, 1260><240, 1260><263, 1260><287, 1260><527, 1260><476, 1260> follow my heart <483, 1260><287, 1260><787, 1260> my heart it's refusing me <264, 1260><263, 1260><277, 1260><900, 1260><763, 1260> yeah yeah <287, 1260><787, 1260> oh oh oh <173, 1260><294, 1260><625, 1260> my heart is confused i'm ready <314, 1260><240, 1260><273, 1260><767, 1260><393, 1260><847, 1260> oh <847, 1260> oh oh oh oh oh oh <294, 1260><240, 1260><140, 1260><193, 1260><309, 1260><1100, 1260> yeah yeah yeah <600, 1260><600, 1260><1100, 1260>