no
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i know let you down
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and though you say the days are happy
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why is the power off
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and i'm fucked up in mine
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i know he's not around
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but don't you place the blame on me
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as you pull yourself enough
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drink yeah i guess we are who we are
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headlights shining in the dark night i drive on
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maybe we took this too far
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i went and head first
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never thinking about who what i said hurt
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and what verse
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my mom probably got it the worst the run of it
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but it's dubbing as we are did
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i take it too far
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cleaning out my closet and all them other songs
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but regardless i don't hate you cause mom
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you're still beautiful to me cause you're my mom
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though far be it from you to be calm
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my house was vietnam
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desert storm and bolted was put together
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could form an atomic bomb
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equivalent to chemical warfare
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and forever we could drag this on and on
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but agree to disagree
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get from me up under the christmas tree
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don't mean shit to me
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you're kicking me out
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it's rich in degrees and it's christmas eve
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little pictures
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leave mile
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let me grab my fucking coat
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anything to have each other's goat while we always had
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each other's throats
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stressing when dad he fucked us
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both fucked us
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we're in the same fucking boat
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you think that it make us close
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further away it drove us
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but together headlights shine and car full of along
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and still got a ways to go
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like the grandma's house straight up the road
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and i was the man of the house
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the oldest
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so my shoulders carried a weight of the load
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then nick got taken away by the state
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at eight years old
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him when i realized you were sick
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and it wasn't fixable or changeable
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into the state
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we've remained as strange and i hate it though
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but i guess we are who we are
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headlights shining in the dark night i drive on
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maybe we took this too far
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'cause today we remain a strange and i hate it though
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you ain't even get to witness your grand baby's growth
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but i'm sorry
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mama felt cleaning up my closet at the time
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i was angry rightfully maybe
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so never meant that far to take it though
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cause
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now i know it's not your fault and i'm not making jokes
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that song on the longer play it shows
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and i cringe every time it's on the radio
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and i think a nathan being placed in a home and
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the medicine you federson
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how i just wanted you to taste your own
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but now the medications taking over
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and your middle states deteriorating slow
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and i'm way too old to cry
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this shit is painful though
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but my i forgive you
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so does nathan
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yo all you did
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all you said you did your best to raise us both
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forced to care that cross you bear few
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maybe it's heavy answers
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but i love you deadbeat matters
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oh what a tangled web we had cause one thing i never
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asked was where the fuck my deadbeat dead was
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fuck it
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i guess he had trouble keeping up with every address
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but i don't flip every mattress
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every rock and desert cactus
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i'm the collection of maps
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and follow my kid to the edge of the atlas
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someone ever moved him from me
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that you could have
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bet
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your asses if i had to come down to chimney dressed as
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santa kidnap him
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and all the one has only met the grammar once
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you pulled up in a drive when night is
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we were leaving to get some hamburgers
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me her and ate
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we introduced you hug you and as you left i had
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overwhelming sadness come
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over me as we pulled off to go our separate passing
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i saw your headlights as i look back
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and i'm mad i didn't get the chance to
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thank you for being my mom and my dad
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so my please accept this has a tribute
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i wrote this on the jet
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i guess i had to get this off my chest
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i hope i get the chance to lay it for i'm dead
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this dude is set to fasten my seat belt
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i guess we're crashing
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so if i'm not dreaming
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i hope you get this message that i
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i'll always love you from afar edge of my mind
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i guess we are who we are
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headlights shining in the dark night i drive on
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maybe we took this too far
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i want a new life
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one without a cost
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so i'm coming home tonight
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will no matter what the cost
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and if the plane goes down
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or if the crew can't wake me up
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well just know that i'm alright
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i was not afraid to die
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even if there's songs to sing
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well my children will carry me
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just know that i'm alright
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i was not afraid to die
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because i put my faith in my little girl
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so i never say goodbye cruel world
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just know that i alright
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i am not afraid to die
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i guess we are who we are
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headlights shining in the dark
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now i drive on
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maybe we took this too far
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i wonder why
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