feeling like i can't forgive
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but i want to
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like i don't know how to live
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i'm afraid to
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i used to think
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take them as they come
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without hesitations
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no
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what's like
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my head is filled with lies and persuasions
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the sun begins to fall
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i hear her calling out to me
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she's saying hurry it's one more day gone
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what i wouldn't give just to forget
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so i can remember how to live again
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i wanna live again
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i'm feeling dissonanced
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and distracted
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as the chemicals are spinning in my head
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and they're bleeding deadly reaction
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as the moon begins to rise
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it shows me all the colors that i'm hiding
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i'm hiding myself
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what i wouldn't give just to forget
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what i wouldn't give to get some rest
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so i can remember how to live again
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i wanna live again
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yeah
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oh
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la la la la la
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la la
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am i desperately losing this fight
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when i should really be choosing
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my flight
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oh
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take me take me take me now
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what i wouldn't give just to forget
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what i wouldn't give to get some rest
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so i can remember how to live again
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i wanna live again
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what i wouldn't give just to forget
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what i wouldn't give to that's a breath
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i wouldn't give just to forget
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so i can remember how to live
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