What Hurts The Most

i can take the rain on the roof of this empty house <223, 1260><200, 1260><220, 1260><240, 1260><242, 1260><223, 1260><222, 1260><246, 1260><172, 1260><222, 1260><483, 1260><742, 1260> that don't bother me <245, 1260><365, 1260><463, 1260><722, 1260> i can take a few tears now and then <223, 1260><220, 1260><220, 1260><222, 1260><360, 1260><563, 1260><180, 1260><222, 1260><205, 1260> and just let them out <192, 1260><242, 1260><223, 1260><220, 1260><742, 1260> i'm not afraid to cry every once in a while <433, 1260><239, 1260><746, 1260><207, 1260><272, 1260><305, 1260><441, 1260><187, 1260><200, 1260><626, 1260> even though going on with you gone still upsets me <305, 1260><240, 1260><513, 1260><272, 1260><253, 1260><220, 1260><272, 1260><305, 1260><946, 1260><373, 1260> there are days every now and again i pretend i'm okay <266, 1260><239, 1260><560, 1260><273, 1260><272, 1260><305, 1260><305, 1260><305, 1260><480, 1260><373, 1260><746, 1260> but that's not what gets me <305, 1260><388, 1260><292, 1260><305, 1260><546, 1260><739, 1260> what hurts the most was being so close <305, 1260><706, 1260><239, 1260><960, 1260><347, 1260><407, 1260><313, 1260><847, 1260> and having so much to say <347, 1260><387, 1260><293, 1260><294, 1260><220, 1260><773, 1260> and watching you walk away <347, 1260><387, 1260><293, 1260><347, 1260><847, 1260> and never knowing what could have been <347, 1260><347, 1260><1120, 1260><347, 1260><347, 1260><314, 1260><813, 1260> and not seeing that loving you is what <294, 1260><293, 1260><494, 1260><293, 1260><494, 1260><293, 1260><314, 1260><379, 1260> i was trying <180, 1260><280, 1260><780, 1260> to do <280, 1260><580, 1260> what's wrong <320, 1260><620, 1260> is it your dad <120, 1260><120, 1260><120, 1260><540, 1260> no <800, 1260> do you ever think about the future <114, 1260><106, 1260><167, 1260><147, 1260><147, 1260><147, 1260><727, 1260> what do you see <127, 1260><80, 1260><86, 1260><440, 1260> what do you see <127, 1260><120, 1260><126, 1260><433, 1260> i'm serious <240, 1260><580, 1260> you <800, 1260> i see you <200, 1260><200, 1260><500, 1260> what do you see <140, 1260><120, 1260><140, 1260><460, 1260> it's hard to deal with the pain <293, 1260><173, 1260><225, 1260><360, 1260><226, 1260><220, 1260><239, 1260> of losing you everywhere i go <245, 1260><415, 1260><225, 1260><486, 1260><240, 1260><745, 1260> but i'm doing it <251, 1260><495, 1260><360, 1260><613, 1260> it's hard to force that smile <293, 1260><193, 1260><245, 1260><442, 1260><198, 1260><439, 1260> when i see our old friends <226, 1260><220, 1260><220, 1260><200, 1260><225, 1260><412, 1260> and i'm alone home <198, 1260><335, 1260><225, 1260><699, 1260> still harder getting up getting dressed <319, 1260><719, 1260><520, 1260><279, 1260><519, 1260><500, 1260> living with this regret <340, 1260><279, 1260><319, 1260><600, 1260> but i know if i could do it over <260, 1260><220, 1260><279, 1260><280, 1260><240, 1260><220, 1260><259, 1260><319, 1260><819, 1260> i would trade <260, 1260><259, 1260><380, 1260> give away all the words that i saved in my heart <299, 1260><319, 1260><260, 1260><200, 1260><259, 1260><260, 1260><259, 1260><360, 1260><260, 1260><220, 1260><639, 1260> that i left unspoken <280, 1260><279, 1260><319, 1260><1699, 1260> what hurts the most is being so close <323, 1260><711, 1260><252, 1260><960, 1260><323, 1260><419, 1260><301, 1260><823, 1260> and having so much to say much to say <323, 1260><419, 1260><301, 1260><282, 1260><240, 1260><281, 1260><282, 1260><260, 1260><801, 1260> and watching you walk away <323, 1260><379, 1260><261, 1260><323, 1260><823, 1260> and never knowing what could have been <323, 1260><375, 1260><1120, 1260><375, 1260><375, 1260><308, 1260><807, 1260> and not seeing that loving you <308, 1260><307, 1260><524, 1260><291, 1260><508, 1260><807, 1260> is what i was trying to do <308, 1260><240, 1260><307, 1260><375, 1260><360, 1260><375, 1260><875, 1260> oh <875, 1260> what hurts the most <369, 1260><722, 1260><287, 1260><1380, 1260> was being so close <367, 1260><338, 1260><304, 1260><869, 1260> and having so much to say just to say <369, 1260><456, 1260><304, 1260><305, 1260><240, 1260><260, 1260><240, 1260><284, 1260><599, 1260> and watching you walk away <367, 1260><395, 1260><287, 1260><369, 1260><869, 1260> and never knowing what could have been <369, 1260><369, 1260><1120, 1260><369, 1260><369, 1260><325, 1260><824, 1260> and not seeing that loving you <292, 1260><292, 1260><532, 1260><292, 1260><512, 1260><772, 1260> is what i was trying to do <292, 1260><240, 1260><292, 1260><344, 1260><360, 1260><272, 1260><767, 1260> not seeing that loving you <344, 1260><512, 1260><272, 1260><532, 1260><792, 1260> that's what else trying to do <467, 1260><247, 1260><853, 1260><1815, 1260><470, 1260><970, 1260> oh <970, 1260> i saw you <240, 1260><280, 1260><540, 1260> i saw you <200, 1260><240, 1260><500, 1260>