yeah i gotta stay like a month ago
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i was talking to fans
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and one of them pulled me inside and said we never met
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but i swear that you know who i am
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i've been through a lot
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i don't know how to express it to
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people don't think that i can
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but i got that mention z d on rotation
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that's real for me nate you do not understand
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it's crazy for me
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kids in me up city slitting they wrist on the daily
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this music is more than you think
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don't book me for just entertainment
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it's entertaining
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hearing these parents they telling their kids
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my music is violent
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you gotta be kidding me
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i guess that your definition of violence
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your mind are something that we look at differently
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how do you picture me
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i want me to smile
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you want me to laugh
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you want me to walk in the stage
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with a smile on my face
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when i'm mad and put on a mask for real
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i mean what you expect from me
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i'm tryna do disrespectfully
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they say that life is a race
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i knew my problems are probably catch up eventually
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i do my best to be calm how you gon' write me
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and tell me you slaughter my family
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that's the glimpse of the stuff to get sent to me
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these are the parts of my life that i'll never see woah
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i am unaware of aggressive
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i am not here for acceptance
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i don't know what you expected
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but what you expect when you walk in a therapy session
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i i therapy therapy
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therapy
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be better decisions
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this girl in the show
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look me in the face and told me a life full of drama
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said that dad is abusive
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apparently he likes a bit on a mama
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i got so angry inside
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i wanted to tell her to give me his number
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but what you gonna do with it right
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you gonna hit them up
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then they start hitting the heart of that swell
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these kids
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they come to my shows and tears in their eyes
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magic someone looking at you and saying
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your music's the reason
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that they're alive
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sometimes i don't know how to handle it
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this type of life isn't glamorous
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this ain't an act for the cameras
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you see me walk on these stages but have no idea
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what i'm dealing with after and
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i put it all in a open
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this is the way that i cope it all my emotions
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i'm taking pictures with thousands of people
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by honestly i feel like nobody knows me
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i'm trying to deal with the pressure
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i'm trying to deal with the pressure
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how you gon' tell me my music does not ever message
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when i'm looking out at this crowd
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full of people i know i'm affected
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i got some things in my life my life
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i know i should let them go
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let me try to die
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let me take a metal now metal now
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i put it all on this microphone microphone
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think about that for a minute
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what is the point of this song
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just venting but what you expect from a therapy
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ah therapy therapy therapy therapy
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therapy therapy therapy
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think about me
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that doesn't worry me
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i know i handle some things and maturely
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i know that i need to grow a maturity
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i ain't gonna walk in these stages in front of these
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people and act like i live my life perfectly
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that doesn't work for me
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christian is not the definition of a perfect man whoa
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i ain't the type to be quiet
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i ain't gon' sit here in silence
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if i wouldn't say what i say to your face
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and i promise you i wouldn't say it in private
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i am not lyin'
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people go on for my page
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and i'm tryin' to quit the replyin'
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but this is ridiculous
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i'm passionate man
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i really mean what i'm lyin'
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need to keep it a hundred oh count keep it a hundred
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i see a whole lot of talking on socials
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but honestly i don't see nothing in public
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i kinda love it yeah yeah
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why don't you write it some happy raps
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that would be awesome
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all of your music chickens moody and dark nay ha ha
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don't get me started started started started
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you wanna know what it's like if you met me in person
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listening to my verses
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this music is not just for people
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who sit in the fuse and pray at the churches
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now i've been rejected
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i don't expect everyone to respect it
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i don't expect you to get my perspective
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but what you expect from the third possession
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ah
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i mean
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i think sometimes people
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that confuse what i'm doing
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i write about life i write about
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about things that i'm actually dealing with
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something that i'm actually
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experiencing this is real for me
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like this is something
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that personally helps me as well
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i'm not confused about who gave me the gift
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god gave me the gift and he gave me the ability to
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to do this and he also gave me this as an outlet
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and that's what music is for me
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when i feel something whether it's anger
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um it's a passion about something
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a frustration like this is where i go this is this is
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that's the whole n f real music thing man
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this is real for me
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i need this this is a therapy for me for me
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