early in the morning
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i still get a little bit nervous
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fighting my anxiety
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constantly i try to control it
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even when i know it's been forever
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i can still feel the spin
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cause when i remember and i never wanna feel it again
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don't know if you get it cause i can't express
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so thankful i am
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that you were always with me
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when it hurts i know that you'd understand
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i don't wanna lose
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control
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nothing i can do
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anymore
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trying everyday when i hold my breath
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spinning out in space pressing up my chest
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i don't wanna lose
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control
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sometimes i still think it's coming
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but i know it's not
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trying to breathe in and then now but the air gets kind
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cause even though i'm older
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knowing i know how to shake off the past
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i wouldn't have made it
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if i didn't have you holding my hand
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i don't wanna lose
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control
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nothing i can do
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anymore
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crying everyday when i hold my breath
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spinning out in space pressing up my chest
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i don't wanna lose
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control
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i need you to know i will never be this wrong
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without you you've seen how i've grown
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you took all my doubts cause you
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were home
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i don't wanna lose
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control
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there's nothing i can do
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anymore
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i don't wanna lose
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control
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oh nothing like do
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anymore anymore anymore
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trying every day when i hold my breath
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spinning out in space pressing up my sa a ass
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i don't wanna lose
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control
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