he's got on the jack nickwood
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i'mma getting high up in the kitchen kitchen
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that he wasn't there
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he was missing
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nobody was daddy even listen
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i kept on my problems and kept my feelings hidden yeah
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yeah
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and i put the blame on me
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i put the blame on me
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yeah
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put the blame on me
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only ten years old
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i'm already numb yeah my heart's getting cold
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saw my mama getting weaker hurt me to my soul
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the only man she loved how could he do this to his girl
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he put that bitch i swear he could've shot a dead man
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that liquor made him evil
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i swear that man ain't had no reason
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that shit just turned into a demon yeah
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fast forward a couple years i done turned twelve
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living life one hell to the next hell
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i got cousins touching me and appropriately
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and don't nobody believe me
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when you learn that your heroes
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ain't no one to look up to
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and the same people hurting you
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telling you they love you
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before too long you start believing
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baby you're the reason
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yeah mama getting high up in the kitchen
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daddy wasn't there yeah he was missing
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nobody was there to even listen
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i kept all my problems and kept my feelings hidden
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yeah yeah
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now put the blame on me
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i put the blame on me
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yeah i put the blame on me
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age fourteen left east saint louis
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new drama but i really ain't new to it
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fendi lunchtime and i'm the joke
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black and white but some black for the white folks
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i can't do nothing by my face
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feeling all out of place over something i can't control
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fuck is wrong with these people
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or is it something wrong with me though
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age sixteen life still mean
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mama fell hard need a rescuing
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she got a new man he told her simply
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she could stay with him
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long as she don't bring me
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i guess she had to make a choice what she had to do
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chose him over her own kid
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i don't know what'll make her do this
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gotta be something i did
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oh i'ma getting high up in the kitchen
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daddy wasn't there yeah he was missing
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nobody was there to even listen
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i kept all my problems and
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kept my feelings hidden yeah now put the blame on me
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i put the blame on me
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put the blame on me
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blame on me
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i was homeless till i turned eighteen
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started living with a man i was eighteen
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last thing on my mind was graduating
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all about survival and money making
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i was seen to escape my reality
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just tryna play the cards god dealt me
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posted myself singing a song
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cause it was on my heart when it went viral
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i was working at walmart
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i got a new start
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taking my pain turning it into art
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turning bad times into hot songs
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for the first time i'm where i belong
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yeah yeah
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making moves making money now
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rainy days hella sunny now
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but every now and then i think about
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mama getting high up in the kitchen
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daddy wasn't there yeah he was missing
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nobody was there to even listen
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i kept all my problems kept
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my feelings hidden yeah yeah
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now put the blame on me blame on me
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i put the blame on me blame on me yeah
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i put the blame on me blame on me
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