i know you think i got it all figured out
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cause i walk around like my head's in the clouds
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but i'm just a boy with his heart pouring out of his
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head
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i wish that you could see the pain that i've seen
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and all of the times i spent being not me
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i hope you know that it's not always happy in my head
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cause i don't know
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the perfect road to go down
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but i know
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i'm trying my best
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i'm trying my best to be okay
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i'm trying my best
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but every day it's so hard
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and i'm holding my breath
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i'm holding my breath
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til i can say
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all of the words i wanna say from my heart
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if you really wanted i could let you inside
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it's been so long and i've got nothing left to hide
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you believe me if i told you that i've got flaws
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now it's time to let the curtains unfold
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and tell all the stories that i didn't want told
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i let it out so i am burdened my soul
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i won't stop
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cause i don't know
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the perfect road to go down
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but i know
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i'm trying my best
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i'm trying my best to be okay
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i'm trying my best
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but every day it's so hard
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and i'm holding my breath
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i'm holding my breath
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til i can say
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all of the words i wanna say from my heart
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i'm sure
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trying my best
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i'm trying my best to be okay
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i'm trying my best but every day it's so hard
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and i'm holding my breath
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i'm holding my breath till i can say
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all of the words i wanna say from my heart
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