i miss the days when no one even knew my name
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now everywhere i go i wear i had to hide my face
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i got weapons hidden inside every room in my place
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now i have to keep a pistol on me always
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just in case this is a nightmare
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never expected the fame
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to be something
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i would wrestle with and fight to embrace
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sometimes i feel
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like the love i gets out way by the hate
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i hid the tears but i can't hide from the pain
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i'm working twenty hour days can't even lie to all
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i'm burnt out asleep on my weight bench
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tryna find the strength to work out should be happy
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i'm success well
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i just went and bought my first house
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thought money would help cure my depression
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but it's worse house i'm tired of it
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lucky i don't have a manager cause i'll be firing them
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tired of talking to other
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artists who just wanna tell me i'm inspiring them
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parents keep telling me they have a kid
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and their thankful child is admiring me
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great
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why not how i feel i might kill myself before retiring
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i'm in the clouds
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i can't reach the ground
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they're coming in crowds
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blew me up like a balloon and let me go
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watch me float away while i scream no
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every time i get close they pull out their phone
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it's like maybe this time we can see i'm explode
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loom me up like a balloon and let me go
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they all throwing rocks cause they tryna poke hoes
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they wanna see me pop they don't wanna see me blow
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the reason that i'm gone they don't wanna see me go
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loom me up like a balloon and left me
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i miss the times when i could go outside
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didn't have to watch my back
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out of the corner of my eye
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i didn't have to fake a smile
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imposed for pictures all the time
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can't even lie miss when time was really mine
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now i just belong to everybody else but me
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these panic attacks are making it awful hard to breathe
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built a vocal boot inside the crib and stop making
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beats don't even rap or stand inside of it and scream
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this is not what i expected
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i worked my hands to the bone
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and my anxiety is triggered by the apps on my phone
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i tried to leading them
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so the internet would leave me alone
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but the lag of attention made me feel worse than before
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i'm sick
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give it all the internet watching me trip when i fall
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embarrassed at everywhere
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witnesses all my illnesses in real time man
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i'm addicted to you
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all rappers on twitter don't get me involved
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i'm posing for photos with friends in the mall
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and dying inside
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pretending i'm strong
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i'm not a celebrity
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i am just call
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i'm in the clouds i can't reach the ground
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they're coming in crowds but it won't let me go
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watch me float away well i scream no
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every time i get close they pull out their phones
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like maybe this time
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we can loot me up like a balloon and let me go
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they all throwing rocks cause they tryna poke hoes
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they wanna see me pop they don't wanna see me blow
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the reason that i'm gone they don't wanna see me go
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loot me up like a balloon and left me
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i miss the years
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when every friday wasn't spent with my thing
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i never thought i'd be the rapper
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all these rappers trying to be
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posting twenty times a day now i don't have no privacy
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meeting with these major labels ceos with giant teams
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if you all want to do business
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why are you all trying to lie to me
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i'm bored of the fame every time it feels fresh again
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i'm getting more the same
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interviewers think they know who i am
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they made up their mind before i explain
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well because you asked so nice i guess i'll tell
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i've been feeling too hot lately jim is there anything
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else great cause lately
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every day i feel like i'm living in hell
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i'm glad the music helps you
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but i might really kill myself
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when this magazine gets printed
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can you send one to my house
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i'd like to own a tidy piece and be like every
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everybody help me go
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watch me float away while i scream no
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every time i get close they pull off their phones
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like maybe this time we can see them explode
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loom me up like a balloon and let me go
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they all throwing rocks cause they tryna poke hoe
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they wanna see me pop they don't wanna see me blow
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the reason that i'm gone they don't wanna see me go
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blew me up like a balloon and left me
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