i want it to sound far from everything
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i seek you out
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flare you alive
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one more word and you won't survive
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i didn't leave a letter on my desk saying goodbye
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people think i left even though i'm still here
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pressure made its way through my chest
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to my heart like a spark does
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fireworks on a new year
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burning me alive life imitates art
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there are flames on my arms tattooed right here
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bury me alive
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disappear underground where they found me
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before i ever had this career
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i seek you out
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fled you alive
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one more word and you won't survive
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and i'm not scared of your soul and power
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i see right through you any hour
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i'm staring at a diamond knowing that they offer
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even if my body is it still around
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the well seems
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are only for the funerals and other weddings
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only vows i made the other person couldn't share 'em
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know that i'm a monster like the one another
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bentley afraid of having kids
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i'm scared i'll be just like my parents
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these were my decisions
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now this cross i got away
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i swear itself in faith
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you need decisions yeah i can't no longer bury
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i won't soothe your pain
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i won't ease your strain
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look
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sitting inside of this room
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cause every thought i got negative
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i'm sick and not being
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able to sleep and relying only on a sedative
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i'm sick of
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hearing another voice telling me what to do on my head
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again
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psychiatrist said he's imaginary but i know it's real
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fighting with myself
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so i can't help that i'm competitive
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this movie is my life but i still remain uncredited
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i don't care how big i get i still remain unedited
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i built this from the ground up y'all just living it
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long hair don't care i'm not trimming it
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fuck vanity caught up in an image made by the internet
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all sharks i'm swimming with
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hell i've been in it
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my happiness is bankrupt but my credit cards unlimited
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fuck yeah find you
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just to remind you that when you're born in anomaly
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nowadays it's probably gonna be harder to find
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you don't leave the past behind
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you don't forget all of the fans who ride
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go back and open up the catalog to my first songs
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i rewind you remember the things that drive you
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remember the feeling of being alone in
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the home is a kid
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every night with a stronger
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but having nobody to cry to
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growing up and having trust issues
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now everyone i say bye to
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looking up at the sky found a destination to fly to
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