My eyes are turning red
Staring at the ceiling fan
Confessions underneath
his breath
I don't think he knows
Pull him towards my chest
I'm holding him with
both my hands
He's somewhere
far away again
When his eyes are closed
I know when he wakes up
nothing I can do but
Hold my tongue and somehow
try to breathe
I know that he misses her
I know that he wishes
her body was next to him
instead of me
Why'd I hear him
talking in his sleep
Why'd I hear him
talking in his sleep
Screaming in my pillow
Hiding under covers
Everything I know is a lie
When every little moment feels
like they were stolen
Like we're on borrowed time
Her kiss is lingering
on his mouth
Dishes in the sink while
we're playing house
He's keeping her close like
she's still around
I'm fighting with a ghost
who can take me down
And I know when he wakes up
nothing I can do but
Hold my tongue and
somehow try to breathe
I know that he misses her
I know that he wishes
her body was next to him
instead of me
Why'd I hear him
talking in his sleep
Why'd I hear him
talking in his sleep