Rilkean heart
I looked for you
To give me
transcendent
experiences
To transport me
out of self
And aloneness
and alienation
Into a sense
of oneness
And connection
ecstatic and magical
I became a
junkie for it
I came looking
for the next high
And I'm sorry
I've been putting
The search on the
wrong place
I understand that
you're confused
Feeling overwhelmed
Well that's a feeling
state from then
the reality
With cleaning up
my emotional life
And getting in touch
with myself
I'm beginning to
ground myself
In my own sense of
being as an entity
One entity on
the planet
Becoming truly
self reliant
And become
connected with
something beyond me
That is where
I have to go
I'm so sorry
I've been putting
The search on the
wrong place
You're lost and
don't know what to do
But that's not all of you
That's your reality today
And that is all okay
I understand that
you're confused
Feeling overwhelmed
Well that's a feeling
state from then
The reality
Rilkean heart
You're lost and
don't know what to do
But it's not all of you
That's your reality today
And now it's all okay
I understand that
you're confused
Feeling overwhelmed
Well that's a feeling
state from then
The reality