I'm anxious
Kinda sad
Hard to be your best when you lost
the best you had
Spending days just on my phone
Wondering where it all went wrong
I'm nervous
Pretty wired
I said your name too much
Now my lungs got tired
Thinking maybe I'm to blame
I just need someone to hate
Oh oh oh oh
You made this so damn hard for me
You and your god damn honesty
It got me thinking
I wish you woulda cheated
And smashed my heart to pieces
I wish I had a reason I could
hate your guts for leaving
I wish you were the villain
A psycho with no feelings
So how do I move on
When you did nothing wrong
Ahh
Wish you did something wrong
Ahhh
But you did nothing wrong
Know it's messed up
Kinda bad
But I wish we didn t talk and you
just left like that
I'd be angry instead of numb
Dammit who have I become
Oh oh oh oh
You made this so damn hard for me
You and your god damn honesty
It got me thinking
I wish you woulda cheated
And smashed my heart to pieces
I wish I had a reason I could hate
your guts for leaving
I wish you were the villain
A psycho with no feelings
So how do I move on
When you did nothing wrong
Ahh
Wish you did something wrong
Ahhh
But you did nothing wrong
In the middle of the night
I start to fantasize that you
would ruin my whole life
Oh oh oh 'cause you're the best I had
And I keep running back like a
goddamn fool tryna change your mind
You were all mine
Can't believe I
Wish you woulda cheated
And smashed my heart to pieces
I wish I had a reason I could hate
your guts for leaving
I wish you were the villain
A psycho with no feelings
So how do I move on
When you did nothin' wrong