Did you really beam me up
In a cloud of sparkling dust
Just to do experiments on
Tell me I was the chosen one
Show me that this world is bigger than us
Then sent me back where I came from
For a moment I knew cosmic love
Now I'm down bad crying at the gym
Everything comes out teenage petulance
**** it if I can't have him
I might just die it would
make no difference
Down bad waking up in blood
Staring at the sky come
back and pick me up
**** it if I can't have us
I might just not get up
I might stay down bad
**** it if I can't have him
Down bad
**** it if I can't have him
Did you take all my old clothes
Just to leave me here naked and alone
In a field in my same old town
That somehow seems so hollow now
They'll say I'm nuts if I talk about
The existence of you
For a moment I was heaven struck
Now I'm down bad crying at the gym
Crying at the gym
Everything comes out teenage petulance
**** it if I can't have him
**** it if I can't have him
I might just die
it would make no difference
Down bad waking up in blood
Waking up in blood
Staring at the sky come back
and pick me up
**** it if I can't have us
I might just not get up
I might stay down bad
Like I lost my twin
**** it if I can't have him
Down bad
Down bad
Waving at the ship
**** it if I can't have him
I loved your hostile takeovers
Encounters closer and closer
All you indecent exposures
How dare you say that it's
I'll build you a fort on some planet
Where they can all understand it
How dare you think it's romantic
Leaving me safe and stranded
'Cause **** it I was in love
So **** you if I can't have us
'Cause **** it I was in love
Now I'm down bad crying at the gym
Crying at the gym
Everything comes out teenage petulance
**** it if I can't have him
I can't have him
I might just die it
would make no difference
Down bad waking up in blood
Waking up in blood
Staring at the sky come back
and pick me up
**** it if I can't have us
I might just not get up
I might stay down bad
Like I lost my twin
**** it if I can't have him
Down bad
Down bad
Waving at the ship
**** it if I can't have him
Like I lost my twin
**** it if I can't have him
Down bad
Waving at the ship
**** it if I can't have him