Somebody save me me from myself
I've spent so long livin' in hell
Another pill as I start to spiral
'Less it's to my daughters I don't
Even deserve the father title
Hailie I'm so sorry I know
I wasn't there for your first guitar recital
Didn't walk you down the aisle
Missed the birth of your first child
Your first podcast lookin' down sweetie
I'm so proud of how you turned out
Sorry that I chose d**gs
and put 'em above you
Sorry that I didn't love you enough to
Give 'em up how that f**ked you
And I love you more than a pill
Lookin' up to the ceilin' from this floor
Somebody save me me from myself
I've spent so long livin' in hell
They say my lifestyle is bad for my health
It's the only thing that seems to help
Alaina sorry that you had to hear me
fall in the bathroom
Sorry that I missed your gradu
wait Nate I should just congratulate you
On bein' a dad to
Carter and Liam look at you
Little bro sorry I left you
Sorry that I'll never get to
Hold or hug my little nephews
Stevie I'm sorry I missed you
Grow up and I didn't get to
Be the dad I wanted to be to you
Things I wanted to see you do
This is my song from me to you
Sorry I gave up but I'm just so defeated
God what the f**k do you want me to do
Somebody save me me from myself
I've spent so long livin' in hell
They say my lifestyle is bad for my health
It's the only thing that seems to help
I've been starin' at that video of Hailie
Almost daily of her playin' a guitar
In hopes maybe
that'll give me the power to fight
But the addict in me's a coward
he told me that I can't do it
Had a second chance blew it
It's like I'm stuck inside an
alternate reality but I know
What
I'll turn it around and be able to
Walk her and Lainie one day
To the altar as proud as can be
Right now I'm just weak
As I fall further down in this deep hole
And farther in the ground that I sink
As they lower me in my coffin
I feel the tears
all fallin' down on my cheek
I'm a lost cause
Baby don't waste your time on me
I'm so damaged beyond repair
Life has shattered my
hopes and my dreams
I'm a lost cause
Baby don't waste your time on me
I'm so damaged beyond repair
Life has shattered my
hopes and my dreams