Looking back
at me I see
That I never
really got it right
I never stopped
to think of you
I'm always
wrapped up in
Things I can't win
You are the antidote
that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that
gets me high
What I really
meant to say
Is I'm sorry for
the way I am
I never meant to be
so cold
What I really
meant to say
Is I'm sorry for
the way I am
I never meant to be
so cold to you
And I'm sorry about
all the lies
Maybe in a
different light
You could see me
stand on my
own again
Cause now i can see
You were the
antidote that
got me by
Something strong
like a drug that
got me high
What I really
meant to say
Is I'm sorry for
the way I am
I never meant to be
so cold
What I really
meant to say
Is I'm sorry for
the way I am
I never meant to be
so cold
I never meant to be
so cold
I never really
wanted you to see
The screwed up side
of me that I keep
Locked inside of me
so deep
It always seems to
get to me
I never really
wanted you to go
So many things you
should have known
I guess for me
theres just no hope
I never meant to be
so cold
What I really
meant to say
Is I'm sorry for
the way I am
I never meant to be
so cold
I never meant to be
so cold
What I really
meant to say
Is I'm sorry for
the way I am
I never meant to be
so cold
I never meant to be
so cold