smells like my mom
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i open the door and walk in and she's not here
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nothing's here
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it's just empty
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sometimes the road just ends
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it changes everything you've been
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and all that's left to be
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is empty
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broken lonely
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hoping i'm supposed to be strong
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i'm supposed to find a way to carry on
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i don't wanna feel better
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i don't wanna not remember
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i will always see your face
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in the shadows of this haunted place
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i will laugh i will cry
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shake my fist at the sky
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but i will not say goodbye
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i think you get this
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feeling you can't shake when you know
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that something isn't right
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that morning when i woke up
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i just knew i knew that i was gonna walk down
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and face my biggest fear
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we got a call
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from my other son
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he heard on the scanner an officer was down
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losing land was not only
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losing your partner it's losing your best friend
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i was devastated
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if i'm going through this much pain
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and there can't be a god
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i heard my kids go down the stairs
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they began to scream
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we never hid anything from our kids and
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and they knew if the armament came to the door
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the daddy wasn't coming home
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they keep saying time will heal
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but the pain just gets more real
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the sun comes up each day
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finds me waiting
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fading hating praying
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if i can keep on holding on
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maybe i can keep my heart from knowing that you're gone
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and i don't wanna feel better
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i don't wanna not remember
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i will always see your face
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in the shadows of this haunted place
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i will laugh i will cry
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shake my fist at the sky
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but i will not say goodbye
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i will curse i will pray
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i will live every day
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i will shoulder the blame
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i will shout out your name
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i will laugh i will cry
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shake my fears at the sky
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but i will not say
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will not say goodbye
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will not say goodbye
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i
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will not say
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this ultimate sacrifice saved the lives
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if we know of three people that
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