i have this paralyzing fear that i'll maybe go nowhere
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but god forbid me ever admit and i i could be scared
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and i can't stand my friends right now
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we got nothing in common
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but being lonely's worse than just having friends
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i don't care
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you said it looks like i've been going through hell
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how did you know
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how could you tell
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ask me to explain myself
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well i'm trying my best yet to be brutally honest
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nobody said change it would be this exhausting
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a foot on the brake 'cause it's been making me cursic
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how could you blame me going off this chaotic
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don't wanna say it
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but i really think that missing it might seem stupid
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but i still look through all of our texts
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who knew they wanted
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someone could ever make me this desperate
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don't think i'll do that again
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and oh
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you said it looks like i've been going through hell oh
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how did you know
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how could you tell you ask me to explain myself
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well i'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
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nobody said change it would be this exhausting
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a foot on the brake cause it's been making me car sick
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how could you hate me
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growing up in scared ya heartache
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baby i'm just blowing all this shit up in my head
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but i can't help it
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no i can't help it
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fooling myself thinking that i'll never love again
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goddamn i felt it
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i really felt it
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maybe i'm just blowing all the shit up in my head
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but i can't help it
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no i can't help it
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spending too much time on things i know that i forget
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but damn i felt it
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i was trying my best here to
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be brutally honest nobody's a changing
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could be this exhausting
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put on the brake cause it's making me carsick
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how could you blame me
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