Mother moved to a
distant city when I was ten
I cried my heart out at
the railway station
Father married
another woman
He wasnt often at home
I wasnt that close to him
Weak and desperate
that little weepy face
Aint got nothing to
be taken away
Already shed all fucking
tears in those nights and days
Now Im proud to say
I betrayed my God
I drank a lot
But I still can't sleep
I clenched my sword
I killed a devil
Before you found me
I closed my eyes
All these illusions
Surrounded me
Its meant to be
Its meant to be
I will never find peace
Took some pills that made
me numb and made me slow
Since I broke down for the
second time at twenty years old
To live for what I didn't
fucking know
Just leave me here and
let the world explode
Weak and desperate
that little weepy face
Aint got nothing
to be taken away
Already shed all fucking
tears in those nights and days
Now Im proud to say
I betrayed my God
I drank a lot
But I still can't sleep
I clenched my sword
I killed a devil
Before you found me
I closed my eyes
All these illusions
Surrounded me
Its meant to be
Its meant to be
I will never find peace
Let the darkness consume me
Goodbye my love
This is meant to be
I betrayed my God
I drank a lot
But I still can't sleep
I clenched my sword
I killed a devil
Before you found me
I closed my eyes
All these illusions
Surrounded me
Its meant to be
Its meant to be
I will never find peace